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It's hard to believe that we've made it to the 6 month mark. Well, almost. I say it often, it feels like yesterday but like an eternity. It's definitely not the forever you imagine. I don't think I ever thought I'd wake within the first 5 decades of my life and know this type of loss. It's odd though, because I often feel like he's been forgotten. Then, out of nowhere, someone will share a memory or I'll receive a text to tell me he's missed. No matter how many times you wish the world stood still with you, it simply doesn't. There's not been one day that I've not shed a tear or wished it was me. It's been an eventful 3 months, I suppose. Navigating through all of the "firsts"... it's not fun... We went on our first family vacation with our "adopted" crew. For those that don't know, we have a couple of stray kiddos that we love dearly. We met them while attending Judah's old karate school. They star...
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3 months

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3 months has passed... we used to segment our lives over the threes/quarters. We planned based on what the beginning and end of a quarter would look like. What holidays, dates, CE (continuing education), extracurriculars, school projects, etc would be relevant or even prevalent. We'd lament that time flew by too quickly and/or that we didn't want the next wave of quarterly chaos to begin yet. Only this 3 months wasn't a quarter. It simply staggered q4 and q1. It was the longest 3 months of our lives. I used to count the days we'd been together.  I'd include it in cards for birthdays, anniversaries, etc. The number was always so significant.  It felt so big and held such value. When I'd write it, I'd think about how big the number was but how short of a journey it had been. His card on our anniversary said 6,940. There were only 4 days after that. We spent 6,944 days as a couple... as us. So why the last 99 days feels far greater than the 6,944... I'll ne...
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Our "See you next time," - John Corey Walker's Celebration of Life

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Planning a service for someone is ... unnerving. You want to make choices to honor them but also to help people grieve, including yourself. Attempting to go through 24 years of photos, memories, songs, and just the day to day life, it was hard... really hard. All in all, I wanted the day to be about him and it truly was.  For those whose attended, thank you for joining us. We weren't expecting over 200 people to send him off but we were so thankful to share the day with each of you.  There are many who weren't able to attend the service on 12/22. I was asked if it would be aired or a recording posted. As much as I want to share him, I don't want to share the rawness that we all experienced that day. I know holiday travel, schedules, events, etc kept many from being able to attend. I thought we could share some of the day with you, since you couldn't be there in person.  Eulogy Read by Uncle Tim (Written by Chris Young and Sarah Walker) click here Tribute from Sarah cl...
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What's next for the Walkers, now a crew of 2

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  (Sharing my last social media post. As going forward I'll be using this blog to share life.) From Sarah (John's Wife): This will be my last social media post because I/we simply aren't big on social media.  Thank you to all of you who have honored John Corey Walker. The cards, calls, texts, flowers, meals, support... thank you doesn't quite cover it. Reading your words and knowing the legacy he's left within each of you, it's comforting. Difficult, yes, but comforting. (See end of post if you'd like to share a message/memory with Judah.) Losing Corey, or as most know him, Johnny/John, has been __________ . Any of the hard words can go in that blank space and it still wouldn't be enough to describe the way Judah and I feel... how many of you feel.  Many clients, colleagues, and friends have stated they'll miss his regular updates about our family. If you knew him, you knew he often spoke of us. He'd drip in little details of our lives in conve...
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